my voice

I've to get back what I lost in the past,ohat I fear toon the past buteave what I indulged in the past.

I swear by my grandfather.

I do get lost all the time, anything can distract me.Should I have religion to put me on the right track, or by other ways.

I don't want to join my old friends' birthday gathering again, but it's difficult to refuse them.The main reason's that some of the people who join the gathering are not my friend, in short, I dislike them. I don't like the atmosphere in the gathering, ast's always ruin by those guys. And it's so boring, too.

I'm not belong to that group of people.Actually I'm not belong to anyone or anygroup, I just belong to me. don't want to join that gathering again, although I do want to celebrate with my friend. I think I 'd betterelebrate with them separately.